Gift of Adoption…
“Mom, you know how Connor touched so many hearts? Well, he especially touched mine.” Callie Cunningham
Rebel Violinist
Southern Illinois University Edwardsville’s Spiritual Center: Concerto Grosso winter 2012. Connor is on the far left, yes in a flannel shirt, much to his mother’s dismay. We walked in and saw how nicely dressed everyone else was…he immediately grinned at me. He did not bring his violin to college, shocker! He had played violin since…
Reflections of Love
My first born child, your sibling’s hero, our family’s rainbow boy, there’s not an hour that goes by that I do not think of your joy. You are in my every breath and tear as I live this life anew. God has given me friends and family to help me keep my smile and the…
Homecoming 2014
Connor had ordered a shirt for Homecoming at Truman. He never had the chance to wear it. I got it instead. One month today since he spoke to me. It seems like time has been flying by with so much to take care of and trying to live life again in our new normal. Yet…
Expectations
I have been told repeatedly that if you have no expectations you will not be disappointed and can then instead be thankful. It is difficult for me not to have expectations. God says we should have hope and expectations through him. “Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him.” Psalm 62:5…
10,000 Reasons
His sweet innocence is beautiful says his mama with love! It has been 28 days that Carter has been singing nonstop at home. He said he feels honored to sing this song for you. Thank you Jan Arneson for the music in his heart! He is the youngest of the Cunningham crew. Each morning I…
Hook Up from Heaven
Our family was amazed and blessed by all the people that came to pay respect to our son Connor, three weeks ago today. I miss Connor’s smile. His happy, silly, clever and sarcastic voice. His bear hugs that he gave freely. I am praying everyday that our loss can be turned into a positive! Our…
Thank you Veterans!
A heartfelt thank you to all those serving our country keeping us the home of the free and the brave! Connor Cunningham was ROTC Army and just beginning his role in serving. He is now in the Lord’s army! I did not realize I was in the flag picture when I took it, so decided…
NYC Kindred Spirits
My niece Melia is in NYC today. Connor was there one year ago today. Kindred spirits…Love! Missing you! Melia
Terrific teens
I have always loved people. During this time of loss and grief, it is no different! Connor’s friends have come from far and near to visit with us at our home over these past three weeks. Some share funny stories of him and others just listen while I tell my own. It is healing to…
Adoption Blessing!
We didn’t give you the gift of life, Callie and Carter, God gave us the gift of you! We are so happy you are both finally Cunningham’s today, December 23, 2010!! Merry Christmas to all!
The Doctor’s Wisdom
Truly our children are golden gifts from God! They are his to give and to take. I am thankful for the 19 years our lives were blessed with Connor! God has been and will always be carrying me in this world. A mother’s heart is broken but knowing we will meet again is the best…