Healing hearts…
Dear Connor, My heart is always open, but it can never break. It is filled with all my children, that death can never take. You were so young, yet saw everyone’s pains. It was your mission, to help remove life stains. They called you the doctor and rightfully so… always healing words, smiles and laughter,…
Sweet November
Every morning this November, start your day thinking about what you are thankful for. As soon as you open your eyes into a new day you have been given the gift of life. Instead of worrying about what the day will bring or wishing your circumstances were different, live with joyful intent. Find time to…
dop·pel·gäng·er
A friend of mine was at a class reunion in Florida recently, when the waiter suddenly photobombed her picture…she said he was bold and friendly. I do believe it may have put me into shock to see this young man, not my son, in person. The definition of the word doppelgänger has a general meaning…
Love is strong…
During my days with our four beautiful children, we are busy with school and sports, making new memories with them. My life is full and I am grateful. These words I write every so often are my dedication to Connor Cunningham. He was a light in this world that can sometimes be extremely dark. I…
Joy, grief & altruism…
October 23, 2015 Joy is a feeling of great pleasure and happiness. Grief is deep sorrow. Altruism is the act of doing good things for others, out of concern for their well being. In the past year, we have had the privilege, heartbreak and honor of experiencing all three. One year ago today we laid…
Promises…
How surreal that one year ago this week we were planning a funeral, purchasing a cemetery plot, and driving to our son’s college to pick up his things we had left him with only nine short weeks before. All week on both Facebook and my Time hop app I am seeing the posts made last…
Happy New Year….
October 18, 2015 Dear Connor, Today marks one year since we last spoke. It is amazing to me that my love for you continues to grow, even without speaking to you. You are a part of me. I can feel your presence in my life daily. I never knew memories could be so strong. I…
See you in a little while…
Last October 16th I spent the day with Connor at Thousand Hills State Park. I had reserved a cabin the night before at the State Park, to spend a day off campus with him. He planned to stay at school over fall break, as he had papers to get done and sleep to catch up…
The gift of adoption…
This past Sunday, a wave of tears poured down my face as I watched the baptism of beautiful baby boy. The tears were of thankfulness for this child and my own. As I tried to stop the continuous water moving down my face, my two youngest children clung to each side of me. Only five short years…
What is your story?
When Connor graduated from high school in May of 2014 we gave him this verse: “For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope’” Jeremiah 29:11. In our minds we expected he would have a…
If only we had known…
Today is not about grief, even though it is within me. I write to plead with you. If you have an adult child PLEASE help them prepare a Last Will & Testament. I am sure most believe that after 357 days of losing our son in an accident, we would be well on our way…
New beginnings…
Cornerstone Cravings represents a new start with all the wonderful things in my life. The initials are familiar to my children. The stars, my blessings, are what gives me adventure in life. The Cornerstone in my life, is Christ. The Cravings are real, for life here, in heaven…and for ice cream on earth. 😀 This…